20061119

What happened to this site...oh yeah Myspace. Haha so I update knowing I wont get one single comment becuase everyone talks to me on myspace. Why am I updating then? I have no clue. Felt like it I guess. My birthday is real soon. 23 days in fact. Ryan and I will be together 7 months on Wed. which will also be one month till he comes home. Happy face. Okay the end.

I love Ryan Music.

Toodles.

20060917

I hate hospitals...I love Staind.

I love Ryan Music.

20060909

X-Fest is in a week from today. All I want is to shake Aaron's hand and tell him thanks.

I'm in love. That's no secret. In 10 days I leave for the Island to see Ryan. I'm so proud of him. I love him and I know he loves me.

(smile)

20060824

Myspace is better.

I got a letter from Ryan today. It made me extra happy. He's sweet. We've been together 4 months and 2 days now. Best 4 months of my life even if he's been gone most of it. I'm proud of him and I love him very much. Hehe my trip to see him is going to be awesome. He's taking me to homecoming I thought that was very sweet of him. I'm crazy about him. I can't see how anyone could have ever done him wrong.

SMILE. Life is great. Things are so much better now. I have an amazing boyfriend.

<3

20060823

Xanga sucks.

Currently Listening Phobia By Breaking Benjamin see related

20060811

I miss my grandfather. Him being gone makes everything harder to deal with. He always had good advice and always seemed to know just what to say to make it all seem better. I wish I could be more optimistic like he was. Don't get me wrong he had his moments like everyone else but he never let it drag him down.

Anyways...

load off my shoulders things got a lot better today considering how I felt yesterday as you can read down below this from the 10th.

*If your a junior or senior you'll find this true and it probably get's on your nerves as well...

Apparently it's cool for stupid ass people to gather around and talk right where others are trying to walk. Sorry I missed that fucking memo.*

In other news about school it's a bore compared to last year I miss my friends that all graduated. Construction sucks ass as well. My classes are okay. Adv. Cond. with Coach Hart is for sure the greatest. CP U.S. History is awesome as well as CP English 3. I can't wait to get into college and be a history or english teacher.

In other news...

I got the new Breaking Benjamin cd today finally. It's their best so far. The acoustic/piano version of Diary Of Jane is amazing. The cd is amazing. I'm very pleased.

I got a letter from Ryan yesterday. The things he says to me makes me feel like I must be the most important girl in the world. I feel complete knowing someone cares about me like that. Knowing he is the one who cares about me like that. It's amazing. Everyone should find love like that. Ryan is an amazing person. I hope he believes that now.

I love you Ryan Music!

1 month and 9 days to go before I leave to see him.

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20060810

Yay. Life sucks again. I am so happy cough... (sarcastic)... cough. Yeah anyways life pretty much sucks ass right now. I'm so sick of bullshit but hey this is Ashland and that's all this place is just plain fucking bullshit.